And heartache strikes again. God I feel so stupid. Honestly he wasn’t a bad guy. He just thought he felt one certain way but in reality he felt a totally different way. He still wants me and so he claims but are lifestyles are completely different. But I’m just so hurt and just so fucking confused. Like since my ex he was the one guy that I really really liked and was open to things that he was into. But obviously that wasn’t enough. I’m so sick of this shit. I’m done. I’m so fucking over this shit.
Well until next time.