Fucking shit month!!!!!

Where to start hmm, car breaking system goes, then to find out my wheel had a dent causing air to be released. Then to top it off some kid smacks into the side of my car. Then my bf opened the damaged door and now when it get knocked or leaned on my engine cuts out as a safety measure. 

Now my fucking PNS is being recognized as being on a banned IP just released to my router on last firmware update.  Any think else?????? 

Let’s wait and see what shit get put on me tomorrow. I don’t think I can cope with much more before I go bang. Worse of all my bf seems to be oblivious to it all, my car gets hit he sits there on his phone like it’s all normal. 

WTF, but when the roles are reversed well I have gone out of my way, gone without and more. LOL, i am even being resorted to buying second-hand clothes. But as long as my bf has what he wants then it is ok???

But is it, people say to me put yourself first, but when I do I get shit for it and called all sorts. 

Gonna go bed soon, might take extra tabs tonight because all I have in my head and heart is hatred, anger, sick and darkness. I’ll try to post tomorrow to keep my readers updated.  

2 thoughts on “Fucking shit month!!!!!”

  1. All of us go through this shit at some point or another. I always try to put the fiance first but he does the same I return so there’s a mutual ground. I hope that you and yours can reach a same plateau.

  2. IDK, I just got to the point of not having any expectations and faith anymore then there is no disappointment, hurt or upset.

    But I get where you are coming from completely.

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