Jan. 17, 2017

I am so tired.  All.  The.  Time.

I just deleted a long post about why I’m tired.  Because really nobody cares.  Even though I’m not writing this for anybody except me.  Even I don’t care anymore.  About anything.

Yesterday I spent all day at the local amusement park with a friend.  Then I had dinner with a different friend.  Yet I feel so alone all the time.  I can’t even remember the last time I wasn’t lonely.  But then I complain because I’m surrounded by people all the time.

There must be something majorly wrong with me.  My thoughts, my feelings.  So much of it just isn’t normal.  I know that but I can’t make it stop.

One thought on “Jan. 17, 2017”

  1. I feel you…as in not feeling normal and not being able to stop it.
    Its definitely a feeling that lingers too long.

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