I am so tired. All. The. Time.
I just deleted a long post about why I’m tired. Because really nobody cares. Even though I’m not writing this for anybody except me. Even I don’t care anymore. About anything.
Yesterday I spent all day at the local amusement park with a friend. Then I had dinner with a different friend. Yet I feel so alone all the time. I can’t even remember the last time I wasn’t lonely. But then I complain because I’m surrounded by people all the time.
There must be something majorly wrong with me. My thoughts, my feelings. So much of it just isn’t normal. I know that but I can’t make it stop.