Numb

Here’s the thing…

I chose a business degree specifically so I don’t have to worry about money and for the past 8 years I had an amazing life. I was happy. I worked on the weekdays and hung out with people on the weekends. I bought things without having to think twice. Then one day my dad decided to screw up my life with one selfish action and overnight my nightmare arrived. I just wish I can wake up and everything could just be one big nightmare. I want my life back to normal. I’ve helped everyone and only to be backstabbed in my 30s.

I honestly don’t care anymore. I’m so numb. I just exist nowadays. I have spent every other day just crying myself to sleep. I would rather get a job that pays me well enough to live on my own. I’ve come to realized all people can do is say they’re sorry I’m feeling this way. No actions. I just wish someone would take a chance on me and let me be an assistant manager…

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