1/20/2017 22:33 Purposeless

I am so nervous about what to do with my life. My boyfriend has been helping me apply to college and trying to help me get in but I’m worried that I’m only applying because he wants me to. I don’t really have a lot of interest in attending but the college he is trying to help me attend is a liberal arts college that doesn’t have a tuition so I wouldn’t have to pay for attending. I feel like I should want to attend but I really don’t. It would be good for me to attend and get a degree but I just don’t know. I think the only reason I haven’t really been looking into it is because lately I haven’t had any desire to move forward with my life. I have no motivation to do anything. I barely want to get out of bed anymore. All I want to do is drink and lay around. I force myself to interact the amount I have to with people like my boyfriend, roommate, the people I am talking to to try and find work but nothing is really working an all I want to do is drink. I hope to find something to do with my life but right now I just feel like I’m drifting with no direction or purpose.

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