I decided to give this online journal a try. I used to keep handwritten journals for many years but grew tired of writing them. I need to express myself. Now more than ever. I have no family or close friends who I could talk to that would even remotely understand anything I have to share. Now more than ever I need to express myself. I decided to keep this public because it is basically anonymous. I just won’t mention last names or anything that might be identifying. Probably no one will read it. That’s fine. It’s to help me mainly. If anyone does end up reading anything I write it might be helpful in some way to someone so I’ll give it a shot.
I’ll write later more about the things I need to. The things ripping me apart inside. The pain, emptiness and hopelessness I feel.