ILLEGITIMATE FEARS

I have illegitimate fears.

I fear that the fan will fall on me when I sleep because it has been over-worked.

I fear that the ceiling will fall on me when I sleep because of any unexpected extra weight.

I fear that the building will collapse on me  while I am still in it.

I fear that the building will collapse on me while I pass by it.

I fear that a snake will sneak into my room if I let the window open.

I fear that I will be 35 and still feel like this, the exact feeling felt when I was 16.

I fear that I will be 49 and still feel like this, the exact feeling felt when I was 16.

I fear that I will be 65 and wonder, why didn’t I have the courage to just end this when I was 15.

One thought on “ILLEGITIMATE FEARS”

  1. Really sounds like you may have anxiety disorder, dear. If the fan is really worrying you, like interfering with sleep, why don’t you have it taken down? Shouldn’t be difficult. As to all the other things you fear, I understand. I have anxiety disorder too. I’m on medication for it and that really helps. Hope you feel a lot better soon. God bless you.

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