I have been feeling better today thanks to my wonderful mother who is always there when I need her even though I don’t always ask her for help. I try to be as independent as possible. I was always like that. Sometimes I think that I have an old soul in me. I was always very wise even as a baby. I see the world differently than most people I know which sometimes make me feel like I don’t belong here. However, I try to make the best of my life. Happiness is all I want and need.
I currently live with my mother. My parents are divorced and I don’t speak to my father anymore. My mother is now happily married with someone who cares about her so deeply and I know that he will not hurt her like my father did. I am grateful that our family is united and happy again after what we have been through in the past.
It is going to be very hard for me to move out of the house next year. My partner and I are planning on moving in an apartment together. He currently lives with me at my mother’s house but we need more space for all our stuff. My room is not big enough for the both of us. Hope I can find a great apartment nearby in order for me to visit my mother every week.
So for the rest of my day I am going to just relax, go to the gym, do some laundry and celebrate the beginning of the long weekend. My partner is off from work on Friday and Monday. Finally a long weekend the whole day together at last.