Trying My Best

I have actually made some attempts to ease the worries of those (very) few people in my life that actually do care about me. I am trying to be strong for them, but the indescribable sinking feeling keeps coming and going. I wish more so than ever that it would pick one or the other, because every time it comes back… I die all over again. my sleep deprivation is getting considerably worse. I am afraid of dreaming. I think back so much about how different everything already has become. I have never felt like an object so easily replaced and so quickly forgotten.

I guess…
I thought I was worth so much more than this…
this pathetic state I am reduced to…

One thought on “Trying My Best”

  1. Danny, what happened to take you down so? Was it a break up? I am so sorry for your pain. I will pray for you tonight when I go to bed. It will get better. God bless you.

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