I woke up this morning feeling down and lonely. I know there is something wrong between his feelings for me. I think he does not have any courage to tell me that he is already confused about he truly feels for me. I am probably overthinking. I just can’t stop thinking about it. It suddenly saddens me thinking that this might not work again. I think I am a loser again. It’s sad but I cannot deny the fact that’s it’s already starting.
Am I not sweet and loving enough? Why do people tell me I am attractive and smart? Well, it does not show enough in my relationships. I am always left alone and wondering.
God, what do I do? Do I have to pretend to be someone else to find someone worth for me?
Do I have to experience temporary happiness ?