I’m still learning my signs. Signs that give me a heads up about my head or body not being quite right. For the past 3 days, I’ve been completely exhausted and super hungry, and no amount of sleep or food has helped. Tonight I spent half an hour in the shower crying to myself thinking that I’m so tired of battling myself every day. So tired of always pretending like I don’t care. Pretending to be someone/something that I’m not. Then I realized, my body was trying to give me a heads up that things weren’t right and instead of dealing with things I’m now left feeling numb and drained. Feeling like I just want to run and hide. Feeling like I’ve had enough of this life, can I have the next one please?