company

theres a moth in my room and it is my company for tonight.

I pushed my friends away for the night and so this moth is my company for tonight.

it is a little past 1 in the morning and yet the only thing that I can think of is me. everything is coming down on me and I cant stop flickering the slideshow of questions through my mind.

why was I not enough?

what did I do wrong to turn them all away?

will my doctor tell my mom about the new scars?

why cant I look like her?

why are things getting this?

why cant I feel anything?

why cant I feel anything?

why cant I feel anything?

why cant I stop?

my friends are asleep

my girlfriend is tucked away in bed

and the moth in my room is my company for tonight.

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