How terrible it is to feel everything and nothing at all at the same time.
The top 1 saddest realisation of this week is that you can look forward to a moment before it happens, and you can feel nostalgic about it when it’s over, but you can’t enjoy it when it’s in the present. I was bored and tired all the time when I was on vacation. And now all I want is to go back. I’d live there during the summer if there was an opportunity. But the thing is – I’d probably get bored.
One of the honorable mentions for the saddest realisation of this week is that my life is turning into a routine. Almost every day is the same. I wake up early (earlier than 10!), I have some breakfast (usually yogurt and bread with something on it), I go to Instagram, I shower, go out (maybe), watch a show, and go to bed.
There’s a difference between yourself that you love when you’re on your own, and yourself that you love when you’re with someone or doing something you love. But which ‘yourself’ do you choose? If you choose the one you are when you’re on your own, you’re too cautious, but if you choose the one you are when you’re with someone you love, you’re too naive.