A searingly hot liquid is gushing down my face
My heart is rattling against the bars of it’s cage
A silent scream rips itself from my throat
My breaths are coming out as choked gasps.
Why won’t the pain go away, the darkness recede.
I wanna run, far away.
Never look back, never her the lies of anyone. Why can’t I do ANYTHING right?! I was born a mess, a failure, a damn disappointment. I write before that i’ll change, I can’t. No matter how hard I try. I know no one will really see this or really look at this, no one will really care. But it makes it less painful that i can turn to this and it’s able to be read by the public.