The holidays are coming up which is pretty bitter sweet. I have a beautiful family and an rewarding job but there’s still a part of me that mourns the family I left behind far far away. My thoughts swirl in circles trying to reason with each other. I try to express this but its the same each time “stop being selfish” or ” it was for the best” which I know I truelly do. I also know I over think things sometimes to the point I go crazy.
I’m hoping journaling will help me deal with my demons instead of keeping it all in. I hope I can help somebody someday or guide in the pursuit of happiness.