I miss the days where everyday was filled with laughter and excitement.
Where I could let my hair go and flow in the sunlight.
Unafraid to express my emotions.
I feel as if I am a bird trapped in a cage.
Like a lump in my throat
a fist clenching my chest.
Trying to find my self
in this mess I’ve made.
Without realizing it
I’ve modified parts of me
to satisfy you…
Feeling caught in a net of lies.
I’ve lost myself long ago.