I cry all the time, at anything. I can’t handle stress, chaos or anything remotely sad. I just want to lay in bed. I feel nobody understands, so I choose to not bring it up.
It’s much easier to avoid friends. If they aren’t around, they can’t ask how I’m doing, and I can’t just burst into tears.
I’ve dealt with depression since a very young age and continually throughout my adult life. In that time, I’ve NEVER experienced anything like I am now.
August 5th 2017:
A horrible car accident left me with both physical and emotional injuries. Dealing with a brain injury, not knowing when I will be back to my “old self”, and being diagnosed with PTSD has made my depression soar to an all time high. (Or should I say low?)
I am starting this to release so many thoughts and emotions that I keep inside. In hopes that I don’t take it out out my family, friends, co-workers. None of that is healthy, and just because I am miserable doesn’t mean they need to be, too.