Started this next journey early today with prequalifying testing at the hospital. Stopped to get some breakfast afterward and a large groups of men came in for some breakfast too. I watched them moving around easily and enjoying each other’s company and it was then that I realized that yes I am getting older however this horrendous feeling of exhaustion is not part of the normal aging process at my age. I owe it all to this dreaded disease I am fighting and right now folks I am not winning this battle. Sorry to say that this disease is taking over. Sleep isn’t helping like it should any more. I am extremely tired more and more of the time. Don’t know what the next step will be or when I will hear something. The only thing on my schedule is a doctor appointment with my pcp on Monday and one with my oncologist on the 19th.