House hunting kills meeeeeee….
Life is crazy as usual. Work trying to have a social life…
I missed her birthday….all because my mother literally is robbing me of everything.
Jays birthday party was a blast, needless to say.
There’s so much more to write….how ever I’m tired, I have work early, I have a bouquet of flowers to deliver after filling out my new hire paper work.
My money flow is about to be ridiculous, debt gone and back on track to buy a house. I may wait…as I’m not sure what the point of buy a house is, if it’s just my self and the did babies. I have no desire for a relationship, or intimacy. I’m very content just being alone. It’s quiet, I welcome the silence. Nor can I dedicate my self to someone when I’m still in love with someone else. I also can seem to get over the guilt of being good to a woman who isn’t “her”. She deserves my best, no one else….
She doesn’t want it…ill just be the best for my self, and my babies.
All about the Knyht’s