I’m not very good at writing out my feelings, but today I think is a good day to start. Went to a game with my boyfriend and his friend and girlfriend and had a pretty good time. Trying to get time to spend with just him is hard enough so at this point I’ll take what I can get. The friend in question has been bothering the hell out of me. I can’t tell if I’m jealous of the relationship they have or I’m just being a cry baby. He just does things that bother the hell out of me and sometimes says things that hurt. Like I don’t care if you enjoy spending time with your friends, I like that he does socialize with others. His friend the other day goes “Oh wow it’s like I’ve been here every night this week I might as well move in” The first time he said it I was like cool whatever, but he KEPT repeating it and eventually it started to hurt (I’d only seen him a couple times that week and never had any time where it was just the two of us) It BOTHERS me and I don’t really know how to handle it. Too many people have made me feel crazy for having feelings so it’s hard to express it without worrying if he’ll think I’m acting crazy.

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  1. Thank you for sharing.
    I’m in the same position regarding that I daren’t express my feelings to my boyfriend, it’s really super hard and I’ve done it before and he’s threatened to leave me..

    I think you should talk to him and ask to see him more, or if you can hang with him and his friends?? Just make sure you speak to him else the more thoughts and feelings you hide from him, the worse it’s going to get xx

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