I CANT FUCKING HANDLE IT, PLEASE READ

Every night I lay awake at 2 am missing someone while they have no idea they are being missed. I miss my best friends Myles who was like the only real ass friend I have ever had.  I miss my dad and my cute little sister that means everything to me I miss my step mom tat was like another mother to me I miss feeling being loved.

My mom has a boyfriend now and my dad has a girlfriend and my step mom has a boyfriend  and all of them have children. I  feel like all of my family is just moving on without me and I’m just stuck. I”M JUST STUCK. Even my uncle who is like a dad to me and my cousin who is like a sister to me. Every ones moving on with there lives I feel like I’m just being left behind.  It’ hard to explain. 

IDK Just like my favorite author on here just keep swimming says in her bio to just take a deep breath that enough for today.  It’s just some days I’m super confident and I’m so positive that I swear whenever I wake up and my feet hit the floor the devil says oh crap shes up. But then there are the other days when I’m just fucking sick of it all.

So sorry for giving you this long entry but please tell me I’m not the only one that feels this way. Please write in the comments the word Yes If you read this I want to make sure I’m not a stupid loner and writing to nobody.

-Skylee

3 thoughts on “I CANT FUCKING HANDLE IT, PLEASE READ”

  1. yes, i read this and yes,i feel like this sometimes too but trust me, separated parents are better than fighting parents. they fight so much that u want to run away. that the only day you can sleep in and have people, you are woken up by the fighting noises. i know,im not at ur place but everything will be ok,build urself n be something in life for yourslef. 🙂

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