Today I wish I could be someone else. I wish I’d made better decisions in the past and I wish I was someone desirable. Tomorrow or next week may feel better. I may regret ever saying these things. But I need to get them out. I started posting on this journal to do just that, and I’m afraid my taking a long absence from it has allowed the darkness to creep back in. I don’t want to be another mans play thing. I don’t want to be another persons tale of woe. I don’t want to be another angry bitter woman. I WANT TO BE SOMEONE HAPPY AND CONFIDENT AND STRONGER!
I want to be free from myself and my past😢😢😢