Update on my life before bed
🧜♀️Mya has started at her school nursery she goes every morning from 9-11.30. She is doing so well I’m so proud of her adjusting to a new routine. She is still clingy to the teachers and never wants me to go but I’m hoping this will improve with time, it’s a much bigger nursery than her last one so think the amount of children is probably overwhelming. Tonight I was putting her to bed and I was almost crying, just the love I feel for her, she is so sweet and like a little mini Mum. I said I missed her today when I was working and she strokes my face and says ‘don’t worry Mum, you will see me tomorrow!’ My heart just bursts with love for her!
🧜♀️I’m at uni now one day a week for a prescribing course at work. I love learning but I’m not sure I want this added responsibility ( and a big responsibility , for no extra money). I’m finding that as time goes on, I’m longing to return to the basic nursing care that I came into the profession to do. I miss bedside care a lot, and I long to nurse sick patients again. I’m keeping my mind open.
🧜♀️I’ve been busy with my painting I got for xmas it has taken ages , I try to do some each night, but it’s worth it to see it coming together, once it’s done I will upload a pic! I’m also busy working on a book I’m writing, I just never seem to get the time to write it up, it’s all over a notebook in scrawls at the moment! I suppose I need to make time! I’m hardly ever on social media now ( used to waste so much time on Facebook and the like, I don’t miss it, it’s just a drain on me, time and emotions) so hopefully I will complete my goals of finishing the painting and the book soon!
🧜♀️Life is otherwise all good, I’m concentrating on all the good things I have . My wee lamb in my mums fancy whirlpool bath!