wow I’m feeling so fucking numb.. the past hurt like a bitch so to be honest I’m pretty glad that I can’t feel hardly anything.. I guess I’m kind of lucky not being able to feel.. I haven’t written in a few days becuase I’ve been trying to figure other people’s heads out including a close friend Shaz.. she’s got issues deeper than I thought and never realised until we was talking and things get said and it hits me. I can’t fix everything but it’s defo not going to stop me from trying, it’s so fucking frustrating if I can’t do something! Had my mental health appointment today and they told me with being a sociopath, my relationship isn’t going to last and I’m basically going nowhere in life ;/ nice one pal!

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