When I was a child, I felt like I was lonely, no friends, I was unknown. I was quite something like I only remembered nature from my childhood. No memories, no happy memories. Then now, I find difficult to use my voice sometimes. I like to be quite, but as a student, you have to learn how to communicate although I know how.I don’t know how it affects from my childhood. But I do believe everything happens for a reason.My father is very strict. When I was a child, I‘ve always in our house never be on the outside. We are 9 siblings, but I feel like my father treat me so differently. He was a terror. I don’t know why he does that to me in my childhood. It was hard for me. I feel like I’m different and I know it.I know I can stand alone by myself for now I was so proud to be a strong. I’m proud of myself. But sometimes, I really can’t believe in myself and feeling doubt.