I have my math paper in three days and I have to start preparing now. Math has always been my weakest subject, not because I don’t have the brains for it, but simply because I don’t work out the sums. I was really good at calculus when I was a kid, I even competed in a state tournament for abacus. I really don’t know when I started to stop loving math.
It’s going to be the last time I’m going to do calculus since I’m going to do law in uni later this year, but I feel like it’s time I stop being afraid of the one subject I used to love and instead embrace it. My friends and family are very supportive and I’m so very grateful and blessed to have them in my life.
I know, I’m writing an entry on my fear for math when so many people in the world have so many bigger tasks they’re afraid of, but, it doesn’t make my fear any smaller.
Like everyone says ‘Beauty is in the eye of the beholder’ , I’m going to look math as an art and just try to sketch it all out in my mind. I’m going to give it my all and show my condescending teacher and my parents that I can do math and I’ll try to love every second of it. I owe math that much.
Trust me to write a very extra and philosophical entry about math.