[216] ~*Sat – 03/10/18*~

[10:17 pm]

I was so very tired this morning and I had no reason cause I fell asleep early last night. I still have a headache which is more than likely due to nasal congestion and my chest feels so very tight so I am more than likely congested from there as well. This is just crazy! My throat is still blocked and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just really hope these antibiotics will work. This has been going on for way too long. I worked up so much mucus that my throat is very sore and feels dry. I still have some left in there and would like to get that out as well but I had to stop or I’d make myself pass out. I am miserable!

I was hoping so badly that it was still snowing outside so that my first client would cancel but no such luck. It was actually super nice today and I was super hot. When I got home in between clients I had to clean my trunk. My bottle of peroxide decided to burst and it was a mess in there. I’m glad I have a rubber mat so it makes it easier to clean and nothing goes in the carpet or what ever you want to call it. I have a first aid kit in my trunk and never even opened it which is good cause it means I never had to face any injuries. I realized today that it has been expired since 2016 but oh well. I don’t think I will bother with getting a new one cause like I just said, I never had to use it up till now and it’s been four years. I also have an emergency bag that I had no idea what was in there cause I never used it as well. Lol! I checked in there to see and there’s a non working flashlight. Haha! I should put new stuff in there cause I don’t think it will be of any help. There’s a pair of work gloves and two hats, some matches and a few other things but yea. Now a day with cellphones we don’t need to be as equipped as we used to be cause if something happens, we can call. Most of my driving is also in town so it’s not like I’d be stuck in the middle of no where. Although, we never know but yea, like I said, I’m thinking about making a new bag but I more than likely won’t. 

I really hate myself cause I’ve been wanting to go to Jack’s. I had time between clients and I had to fight with myself not to go there and play $20. I know I need to stay away cause I have an addictive personality and I really don’t want this to become a problem. I need to find something to keep myself busy. I’m still thinking about playing those dance games but I’m still not sure.

I don’t like being home during the day cause then I can see all the dirt in the house. I sooo need to clean this house and I don’t know when I’ll get to it. I hope I can have my Wed off soon. At least I know the office is sorta working on it cause every Fri when I go to the office the girl tells me they are trying to figure it out to make it happen. It’s more than the other girl was doing. If I can have two days off per week I’m sure I will get back into cleaning as I will have a day to rest and one to get some stuff done. I just can’t believe how bad I let it get. I mean, it’s not that bad but to me it is. I used to have everything super clean. Blah! This is when I want a smaller house, then maybe I could keep up with it.

Beside that, we went to see The Strangers: Prey At Night which was okay.

It has been snowing for the past three days and the ground is still not frozen. Blah! I parked on the side and I still made a mess. It’s gonna be horrible this spring as I’m sure I killed everything. I’m trying not to think about it and wait later when I have to deal with it but it’s just screaming at me in the back of my mind. I’ve actually been watching YouTube videos to see what I can do to fix it when spring comes without any machines. Really I’d want to put something there so I could park on top of it and not play in the mud anymore but I’m not too sure what I could do. I was thinking of putting those wood chips, what ever they are called, to cover where I park but then I’m scared in winter it will fly everywhere when they clean the driveway (side of driveway). That said, I was thinking of putting a tarp under it so then I could get rid of those wood chips for the winter. I just need to figure something cause it will look quite ugly once winter is over cause it’s been too nice this winter so I’ve been parking in the mud a lot. I wish our driveway was wide enough to park two cars on the pave. We have a super long driveway but then you need to get one car out to get the other one so I always park on the side but yea.. Blah!

I still have two shows to watch to be all caught up but I should head to bed now as we are losing an hour of sleep tonight. Totally sucks! I still don’t understand why we still change the time cause it doesn’t help in any way. Hub’s lucky, he’ll have one less hour to work.




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