Ian’s got 2 job interviews tomorrow. I really do hope he gets one but I’m afraid he’ll move out when he does. He’s not saying anything one way or the other. I’m scared he will leave to be with the bitch. I want what’s best for Ian. If that means I lose him, I guess I’ll lose him. People keep telling me to cut him loose. I fear It will be the end of is. I guess I’m leaving Albuquerque.