He looks so angry…..I’m almost afraid to approach him for anything.  I fear when the DTs are over and he’s off the alcohol, he will end the relationship telling me he doesn’t love me and never did.  I’m ready to let him go if that’s what he wants.  I’m already broken hearted because he use to pay so much attention to me and now nothing.  It makes me wonder if the alcohol is the only reason he ever saw stars in his eyes for me.  I’ve heard more often than not someone drying out has destroyed and ended more relationships.  If it doesn’t work out with Ian I’ll take it as a sign that I am to spend the rest of my life alone.  I will never go back to AFF or any other site to meet another man again.  I’d rather be alone than keep going through this with every man I meet……falling in love and getting my heart broken.  I can’t do it again.

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