I wish he would understand the way he makes me feel all the time. I wish he would understand that when we fight or he is mad at me or not talking to me at all makes me feel like I have done something wrong to him and starts the voices I hear in my head that tell me you are not good enough for him, he has another girl, he doesn’t want you, he doesnt love you, he hates you and these are not just voices these are people that have said this stuff to me. But when he holds me I feel at home. When he talks to me I am calm and centered. When he kisses me I feel the whole world and my problems and my anxiety would just go away. I wish he would understand that when we fight or he won’t text me or gets mad I literally cry myself to sleep because of the voices I hear. I wish I could show him how much he means to me and how much I LOVE him because he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.