I’ve decided to give Ian a couple of weeks after we get to Phoenix. I figure he will have left me by then for someone else. He may have a girlfriend there already. I can leave and go back to Dallas. I’ll have to live on the streets because I can’t afford to put a roof over my head. Maybe I can spend a few nights at a KOA campground. I guess mom knew all along that I’d end up on the streets eventually….guess she was right about me, I’m nothing but a piece of trash to be thrown out. I must deserve this or it wouldn’t be happening to me. I’m so stupid for hoping for a better life somewhere else, with someone. I’ve always hoped and wished for a man who truly loved me for me and liked the way I looked. I’ve been with Ian for 2 and a half months only to……i can’t go on.