One of those days!
Damn! I feel lonely sometimes.
I miss the touch of a man. It’s been 3 years since I haven’t had sex. I didn’t miss it so much until last month. Guess, my body is asking for it! We are all human and we need adult company sometimes.
The only person I interact with is my son and my mom and dad. The reason was to basically cut off people from my life and to never want to date again because I have been hurt too much. I’m scared to let anybody in my heart. I could go out and find a casual date just to mess with but I’d feel like shit after I come home. I am not that woman but for once I want to be. But no! As tempting as it sounds, I’m going to regret that later. I can’t just fuck around, and I don’t want a relationship. My head is starting to be Fucked up like I don’t know what I want.
I just feel lonely.
I see all these couples and feel very sad sometimes because I could have had the same joy of sharing my life with someone, hadnt they not cheated!
I miss those days!
God! I miss being close to a man and making love to him and sharing my life with him!
Single life isn’t so bad.
But having someone sometimes wouldn’t be so bad either.