I guess I need to come back and write…I feel I’m a nuisance to most everyone. Nor do they understand and often times texting emails are misunderstood and taken out of context….leaving us confused mad sometimes hurt…..besides there’s no need for anyone to know excalty what I’m thinking or feeling. They just twist it or use it against you…some take advantage and think I don’t see it. Smiles…I do…I see alot I don’t acknowledge…matters not in the end and it will be here sooner than later. I think for now I’ll leave this here, do my work and miss him.