Goodbye world.

It’s been a while since my last journal entry, I write to you all to express my true and only emotions I have been feeling. I’m beyond this sad point in my life this is more than sadness… It’s more than anger, it’s more than hatred, it’s this constant feeling of wanting isolation. Pulling away from anyone that bats an eye towards me, feeling no remorse, feeling no empathy, no sympathy, I feel nothing… I’m like a walking corpse it’s quite sad. All I keep hoping for is the sweet embrace of death itself I’m ready to go. I’m ready to leave this sorry excuse for a world I’m so unhappy. I’m sick of pretending happiness and giving fake smiles to those who do not understand my demons and the burdens that I’m carrying. I’m sick of pretending to be someone I’m not just to make others feel any sort of comfort around me. Everyone around me is changing nothing is real, people aren’t real everything is blurry to me. I can’t breathe inside of my own mind, I have a plan tonight to take my own life. This is goodbye

6 thoughts on “Goodbye world.”

  1. Everything is worth waiting for. I know. I wad where you are plenty of times. Please don’t.

  2. I already have attempted I took a whole pill bottle but I just ended up throwing up

  3. I feel sick, been feeling sick was hoping it would do it’s job…

  4. Thank you for your comments but I really just do not want to be here

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