I lay in bed at 1:50 am not able to sleep yet again because I been having nightmares … Read more
21 yr old women. My life has always been a long rollercoaster that doesn’t seem to want to stop. Moms a alcoholic, stepdads abusive and glorified cause his job position, and having to raise my 14 year old sister has been rough. Father doesn’t know how to show his emotions not because he doesn’t want to but because of mental illness and social anxiety. Trust me I’ll be venting all my dirt to let it all out on here and what I wrote isn’t even half of it. This will be my exscape to let it all out. I just dont want to explode because I’m the one that always needs to keep it together and take care of other.