Author: LifeofBeautifulChaos

LifeofBeautifulChaos

I rather this be anonymous, however... I do want to tell my story. So I may change names and what not, but I will still give some details. Like, I'm married. A mom of 4. Pure Chaos. I'm always told I should write a book. I've always written in journals and when I do write I write as if I were talking to someone. So, I can write on here because maybe someone is actually listening. Anyway, so this is me. Not sure what I will call myself. I'm sure one day I will be writing something and need a name for myself eventually. ;)

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Depression and anxiety triggers

I’m so sick of trying to get well and then getting triggered back into my hole. I have … Read more

Depression

You know it’s bad when you think of how much you love your friends and family and it … Read more

Scopes

So the scopes went well. Nothing wrong. Haven’t heard about the biopsies, but I am sure they went … Read more

My love for healing others

So I did a reading party last night and all the tears that flow are so healing to … Read more

Who am I?

I feel like I have lost myself. I don’t know how to be myself anymore. I guess it’s … Read more

Heart doctor called

I got a call from the cardiologist office today and my doctor wants to see me! So the … Read more

Past lives

We come into this world with a plan. With things we need to finish that we didn’t in … Read more

Endoscopy and colonoscopy. Also cardiac stuff!

So I am pretty open about stuff. Lol I will talk poop talk with you. It doesn’t faze … Read more

Thinking back to the day my heart stopped

I feel like I honestly had a choice to stay or go. I didn’t even go to a … Read more

Antibiotics sometimes suck

I’m on one right now and realized it’s been making me puke and giving me headaches with my … Read more

Worried mom

You know you’ve lost it when your own mother is worried about you. At least with mine anyway… … Read more

When there is no end in sight.

When there isn’t a end is sight and any new beginning would end up with me losing everything … Read more

I say too much

Do you ever feel like you say way too much or just talk too much? I feel like … Read more

Vasculitis+cystic fibrosis=My twin

So I have always known my twin brother has had cystic fibrosis. I remember looking it up when … Read more

Forever home

So the kitty we rescued has to go to a new forever home. She doesn’t get along with our … Read more

Raising children is hard

I’m so tired of it all. So is my husband and he is my back bone. He’s the … Read more

FIBROMYALGIA IS REAL!

So.. I have had fibro for years now. Lately my chiropractor had me believing that it could very well … Read more

I love animals so much. I’m a dog person, but this cat found me.

So this cat showed up on my back deck a little bit ago. First I thought it was … Read more

Be grateful for the calm, you never know when the storm is coming…

I’m in a storm I can’t get out of. This summer has really did me in. My brother … Read more

In hell. What’s happening to my life!?

I can’t figure out what I did so wrong to deserve what’s going on. My daughter did something … Read more

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