Author: LifeofBeautifulChaos

LifeofBeautifulChaos

I rather this be anonymous, however... I do want to tell my story. So I may change names and what not, but I will still give some details. Like, I'm married. A mom of 4. Pure Chaos. I'm always told I should write a book. I've always written in journals and when I do write I write as if I were talking to someone. So, I can write on here because maybe someone is actually listening. Anyway, so this is me. Not sure what I will call myself. I'm sure one day I will be writing something and need a name for myself eventually. ;)

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Invisibly Old

Still working on this too Invisibly Old You rush to check on grandma, To make sure she’s … Read more

Leeches

Can’t you see what you’re doing to me? I know you are aware from my increasing tumbles onto … Read more

Hybred

Still working on this.. 😉 Sitting in wait in a silent room, glaring at a bright screen alone, … Read more

Love for family whom I never knew, but contributed to making me.

I am absolutely in love with finding family. You will always find me on Ancestry, 23andme, ETC… LOVEEEI’ve uploaded … Read more

Moments

Moments For a moment I forgot.A beautiful moment I imagined you would be there, too.In that moment you … Read more

Bringing light into the darkness…

I haven’t posted in a long time. I’ve had so much go on since then. I wish I … Read more

Depression and anxiety triggers

I’m so sick of trying to get well and then getting triggered back into my hole. I have … Read more

Depression

You know it’s bad when you think of how much you love your friends and family and it … Read more

Scopes

So the scopes went well. Nothing wrong. Haven’t heard about the biopsies, but I am sure they went … Read more

My love for healing others

So I did a reading party last night and all the tears that flow are so healing to … Read more

Who am I?

I feel like I have lost myself. I don’t know how to be myself anymore. I guess it’s … Read more

Heart doctor called

I got a call from the cardiologist office today and my doctor wants to see me! So the … Read more

Past lives

We come into this world with a plan. With things we need to finish that we didn’t in … Read more

Endoscopy and colonoscopy. Also cardiac stuff!

So I am pretty open about stuff. Lol I will talk poop talk with you. It doesn’t faze … Read more

Thinking back to the day my heart stopped

I feel like I honestly had a choice to stay or go. I didn’t even go to a … Read more

Antibiotics sometimes suck

I’m on one right now and realized it’s been making me puke and giving me headaches with my … Read more

Worried mom

You know you’ve lost it when your own mother is worried about you. At least with mine anyway… … Read more

When there is no end in sight.

When there isn’t a end is sight and any new beginning would end up with me losing everything … Read more

I say too much

Do you ever feel like you say way too much or just talk too much? I feel like … Read more

Vasculitis+cystic fibrosis=My twin

So I have always known my twin brother has had cystic fibrosis. I remember looking it up when … Read more

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