My fascination with OTHER redheads has revived an old obsession concerning the Peanuts comic strips. I can only be … Read more
I'm the red brick in the white wall, somebody's brush forgot to paint. I've got a school-girl's heart, a novelist's eyes and wandering feet. I want to do MORE with my life than just...EXIST! I'm a territorial nurturer! It is a fact, I am a series of contradictions! I don't love to hate anyone, but there are a few people that I sometimes hate to love! I am at one moment extroverted, at another introverted. I am extremely paranoid...but sometimes, I'm guilty of not caring when I should. I'm territorial; but there are some things I couldn't care less about. I need certain people around; I want to be alone. I do not trust easily, but I love so-so-so deeply. I am easily amused, yet nearly impossible to impress. I fear being forgotten; but I sometimes try to escape my own memory. Affection terrifies me, but I crave appreciation! I love attention; but I want to be invisible. I can't stand myself most of the time, but I want everyone else to love me. Emptiness is the heaviest thing I've ever carried. Change makes me uncomfortable, but routines bore me. I plan spontaneity! I am loyal even when I've been betrayed. I tend to be a rescuer, but I just might be the one who needs rescuing. At my core, I am eternally five years old, but I sometimes behave as an elderly lady. I'm hardcore old-fashioned...hehe! I am obnoxiously hyper-active, I can also be frustratingly laid-back. I hate being ignored, but I avoid people often. Usually the people who've hurt me the most are the people I keep running back to. I love to motivate people, but I'm a terrible procrastinator. I cannot sit still, but I am more observant than most. Loneliness is my closest companion and worst enemy. I'm bitter, but I'm tender-hearted. I'm a very private person, but there's a silly exhibitionist inside of me too. I am empathetic to the hurt in others, but have become emotionally numb to my personal pain. I'm not a romantic, but I'm EXTREMELY sentimental. I talk too much and interrupt often, but I listen intently. I'm animated, but nothing surprises me anymore! I usually find it difficult to express myself, but I'm quite expressive! I'm a southern girl, but I'm not a hick! I am analytical; I am passionate. I think deeply, react strongly. My beliefs are firm. My mind is always racing, always spinning and I rarely sleep...oh, but I do love to sleep. At my best, I'm a perfect imperfection. To say the least...I'M A REAL PERSON! I'm silly...and you LIKE IT! Just be happy I'm not a twin!