I’m able to talk to Brandon. I really like him and I feel like we really know eachother. Paradise lost is also Brandon’s favorite Hollywood Undead song! While 21 guns is my favorite Green Day song, its also his! Connor is still in love with me even though I told him I just want to be friends. Tyler is “still” in love with me too, we hungout for the first time the other day since we broke up, but we hungout with Connor. It was really fun. Tyler kissed me twice (knot in front of Connor). Though I know we shouldn’t have, its just Brandon is so far away I long for it. He can’t touch me, feel me, hold me, see me, hug me, or kiss me. Sometimes I feel like I need to be kissed. It was just a quick kiss too, noting special. Besides I’ve already cried over it.