Once again, I am completely screwing myself with my academics. I don’t know if it is laziness or just lack of caring, but I have managed to leave myself with F’s in two classes and a D in another class heading into spring break. My dad is blaming my mom for not doing enough to get on my ass about my poor grades and they both decided that it would be best if I lived with him for the rest of the semester so that he could force me into getting my work done. It broke my heart when my mom told me this, and when she started to cry my heart hurt. I feel absolutely awful for her and the fact that she thought she was a bad mother due to my screw ups makes me furious with myself. For her sake, I need to get my life back together.