Depressing Day!

As usual I went to work. I wasn’t feeling but I didn’t have a good reason to smile as well. Wished I could stay back home. Anyhow, I finished all my work. Corrected the books and I’ve got one more hour. So, I started reading the book I was reading. It was one of the best Christian books I’ve read.

My phone started to ring. It was an unknown number. I picked up and didn’t say a word. I thought if I hear a female voice I will talk if not I will hang up. But he said my name so I knew it has to be someone I know and the voice was familiar but I had no idea who he was. Surprisingly it was my best friends’ brother, Chami. He said that Chali came home yesterday. I was so happy and surprised. Didn’t see him in a long time. When I asked why did he come? We talked day before yesterday but he didn’t even tell me. Then his voice changed. I asked what’s wrong? He said that his dad passed away and he came down for the funeral. I was shocked!! I didn’t know what to say. I said I will be there.

After work I was riding home but I wasn’t concentrating on the vehicles that passed me by. I was so upset. I came home, had a wash, lunch then got ready to go to the funeral. Dan was there too but not his sister. We were there for about an hour and then went to the cemetery. I saw Chali and Chami crying. Next second I was in tears. I never thought I’d have to see them in tears. NOT like this. After all that’s their dad. And I know any son will miss an awesome dad like him. I’m sure they are going to miss him so very much. I was depressed to see them crying but there was nothing I could do. I felt like going home but I didn’t want to leave them just because I didn’t want to see them cry. After all that we all went to their home. I was there at their place with them till everyone is gone. I tried to make them smile I didn’t know how but I tried. They did laugh but I knew they were hiding all the pain in side. *Sigh. This is terrible. I came home depressed. Don’t feel like doing anything. I’m going to bed… 🙁

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