i just saw the videos from yesterday and somebody filmed the entire thing. you can see how nervous he was. he even did the cute scratch his forehead thing like he does when hes trying to concentrate. i had to watch it three times to actually figure it out but he said “ive been an asshole lately, to someone. and i want to dedicate this song to her. ” and then looked right at me. i have no idea how i held back from crying because the whole video you can totally tell i was about to. awkward but oh well. how can you not except that apology?