Well today was better than the past few. I haven’t cried yet. I do miss my Scotty and I wish we could have worked out our friendship. We just both got tired of fighting all the time about his gf. He started putting her first and I was getting really jealous. I just want to txt him and tell him I miss him and Im sorry. But I can’t. That’s what hurts the most. The fact that I can’t txt my best friend when I need him the most.