When did I get to that place in life where complacency and settling became acceptable for my life? My life has become a joke, and I’m not sure how I got here. What I do know is that I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t want this life anymore. I am a mother of three (two of which are my step children), a fiance that will never see her wedding day, a sister and daughter who is fed up with her family, and women who is broken – and did I mention that I have finally given into the fact that I am bi-curious. Yeah, my life couldn’t be crazier. So, with your help, I hope to heal and come out of this a better women.
I’m not sure where to begin or how much of myself I want or need to put out there. But, when I found out my fiance was/is cheating on me, I felt like my world was ready to crumble. Not sure that he realizesthat I know – I think he feels he’s been doing a great job at hiding his indiscretion. And to think he did such a great job of wooing me, knowing that I never wanted to get married or even live with a man – and I get to that place where I can see myself spending forever with him, and he turns and does this to me. Where did I go wrong? What signs did I miss? When did I become a joke to him? Too many questions, not enough answers.
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