I’ve been crying a little and I think its just starting. I really feel like I’m hurting myself l. I had my last job interview at meijers today just waiting for them to call me back. I’ve been accepted to Mott but mother refuses to give me the information I need from her. I’m glad I got away from there. I don’t know how much longer I can stay with Pepa, he says he doesn’t mind me staying here but I know he has to. I feel like the one person who is trying to care for me the most I’m just pushing away, I don’t know how much more I can take. I think if it wasn’t for me getting this job, I think I’d try cutting myself again. I’ll end this and maybe try calling Aaron back. It seems like I’ve now hurt him and that’s something I’ve never wanted to do.