You can never choose who takes your heart and sadly that is the truth.
I fell in love with a man; he was everything that I wanted but you aren’t supposed to love someone so close… my mothers step brother.
I never knew him as a child, I hardly knew he existed. Until the night he changed my life.
I now have a beautiful little boy, he looks just like him.
I know I messed up. This child is living proof but he is the best thing in my life.
No one knows who is father is; no one can know.
His father doesn’t want to know him; my head and my heart is a mess.
I wish I could move on; my head says it’s best.
For now……. I cry out in silence.