This entry is all about fears. It’s about what has scared me in the past, what will scare me in the future, and what scares me now. Sounds simple, doesn’t it? Well, you are wrong, my friend.
Most of my past fears have to do with family members being hurt. Mainly because I won’t know what will happen to them in the future, whether they’ll get better, whether they’ll get worse. For example, whenever my sister got hurt, my heart would start to race knowing that I couldn’t do anything to help her other than just be there for her. I wish I could do more, and that’s the hard part – I can’t. I can’t run to her side and save her from everything in the world, and it hurts knowing that..
Future fears… Let’s see. The future in general really scares me. The fact that you never know what’s coming is probably one the most frightening things ever to me. It could either be extremely amazing, or horrifyingly awful. But like I mentioned, you will never know. For example, you never know, you could possibly wake up one morning with your mother dead. Right? Out of nowhere, too. The future is one of the most unexpected aspects of life and that’s the scariest part of it all.
Right now, in the present. I have to be honest, I’m in a good mood. I’m afraid of nothing.