I’m up because I just made my daughter a bottle and now she is sleep,but Im sitting up with the worse headache. I’m so stressed out and my daughter is what keeps a smile on my face. I have a husband that I can’t stand and gets on my last damn nerves. I have a son too, that’s my baby! Sometimes I just hate that I’m married but this is what I really wanted and now all I want is my children. I don’t care about being in relationship anymore because I can do bad all by myself. Sometimes I wonder if I wasn’t ready for marriage or is it just the person I married. I been praying that my situation would get better but its like God doesn’t hear me. I’ve been wanting to get my life together go back to church and do right but its hard when u have a husband that makes u so angry u end up cussing. He makes me so angry I end up saying things I shouldn’t be saying. I need to get it together…I don’t know what to do anymore…

2 thoughts on “Confused”

  1. I read your post and know what you going through.
    I would totally recommend book “Complaint free relationships” by Will Bowen. It’s much more than title of the book. Trust me. He is a preacher but he is not just beating with bible verses. This book changed how I view relationships. It’s not easy and hard work but I looked at relationships from different prospective. Give it a try and let me know how it goes 🙂 I dare you to 🙂


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