Another crazy day in my life. *sigh* Dentist first thing this morning. No cavities or decay pointing out a reason why my mouth hurts so bad. I guess we will see if the antibiotics work. I miss B like crazy. Texted him but no answer. I think I am finally seeing that no matter how hard it is for me to do, I need to walk away. I don’t want t to at all. I love him and the kids but I can’t keep chasing after a dream. Time to put my big girl panties on and deal with it. Won’t be my first heart break. Back to work tomorrow for another crazy ten hours. Hopefully this week isn’t as hectic as last week. We shall see. Breathe in….breathe out. Focus on my son, work, and making the most of what I have. Continue to improve myself for myself and maybe some day everything else in life will fall into place.