I have never written a journal before and I am not sure what I want to document here. But I do know that I want to document things that are clattering in my mind in the hope that it would be both cathartic and also would be able to help me put a few things in perspective
Perspective is something that I seem to lack these days. I have never felt more lonely and alone in my life. The feeling of being a loser is not a good one and does little to my self confidence. When I look back at my life it is a gaping hole that I see with absolutely no achievements or contributions. I always prided myself about my academic achievements and now with that gone as well, there is absolutely nothing left of my life.