October 11th, 2013

Today is our “One Month,” since we’ve been talking. You know the deal :b I have to say that this month has been so much better than the ones I’ve recently had. I can honestly admit that it’s because you’ve helped me through it, and like I’ve said before, anything with you is amazing. I love how I get to see (Skype) and talk to you so much. Yesterday and last night was hard for you, and I wish I could just erase all of your pain. It hurts me whenever you’re so quiet, pissed off, and upset, but I just need to be there for you. I keep telling myself that so I don’t get caught up thinking it’s my fault in any way.  I’m really thankful for you feeling comfortable with opening up to me about that sort of stuff, too, since you said that you used to never do that. If I can’t do anything to help, if you hadn’t noticed, I WILL be there to listen to you and give you my full attention. Out of all people, you’re probably one that does deserve someone there for them considering how much you’re there for others, and I’m willing to be that for you. You’re so amazing to me and I’m so glad that someone like you has entered my life at this time. Once school started back up I was afraid of getting attached again and going back into depression mode, but you pulled me out of that and actually made me feel like it’s okay to speak my mind, and do and say what I want. Listen, I love you so much baby, and I never want you to forget that. You mean the world to me. I wish you’d feel better already, but I know that doesn’t just happen in the blink of an eye. I’m gonna stick by you the whole way through it and if for one second I accidently doubt it, I want you to remind me of what I just said. I’ll text you during gym. Hopefully you’re awake by then. I love you baby. 🙂 Muah muah :* :* <3

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